Stand Up For Who You Are!

If someone tries to bring you down, hold your head higher & smile

People get picked on & bullied for many different things. It could be something as simple as the clothes you wear or your style of hair, to the colour of your skin or the person you choose to love, whether it be a man or a woman.
I'm one of those people. However, I just think I have a flashing neon sign above my head saying "Pick On Me!" as I've no idea why people choose to bully me. I'm just trying to be myself! And that's just it! No matter what you do, how many times you colour your hair, or change your clothing style, some people will just walk right over you.
So, what do we do?
We have to learn to stand up for ourselves, because it's our right to have the freedom to live as we are. We shouldn't have to change ourselves in any sort of way, except to gain a bit of confidence & build on our self esteem.

My blog is about how I try to be me, trying to be the best I can be!

I promise you this is not a super depressing blog, because I sure as hell ain't a depressed person, though, I do have my moments, just as everyone else does.
This is where I will be 100% myself, expressing my thoughts & feelings on different matters & also my daily life.

What I hope to do here on this blog, is to put a smile on your face &, hopefully, let you know it's okay to be yourself; to be proud of who you are!

If you do read my blog & you find that you find what I say has some truth to it, or my wackiness & randomness of my true self puts a good smile on your face, please don't hesitate to comment & let me know! Putting a smile on someone's face is always the best thing! It'd make my day! :)

Well, I hope you enjoy my blog... Have a good day! :)


Thursday 7 June 2012

Emptiness...

I just feel empty. I felt fine earlier today, tired, but fine all the same. I don't know... It's shit. I feel lonely and unwanted. I miss my close friends... I want to tell them what's wrong with me, but how can I? I don't even know myself.
I want - I don't know what I want. Maybe to cry...? Shout? Scream?! Screaming sounds good right now, but the guests (we've a bed and breakfast) might think someones being murdered, or, plainly, has the volume up too loud.
I hate this empty feeling... I hate feeling unwanted and lonely... I have enough of it at school some days, because of dickheads and bitches and the like. It's worse at home though...
I just wish I was with my friends... I want to be away from here... I want to be wanted by someone and not doubt things about whether they really do. I don't want to feel like I could be a problem or that I'm annoying them when I'm around or if I say something... But I feel that now and when I'm with the ones I love...
Ugh.. I hate all of this...
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  1. no.net.ensnares.me7 June 2012 at 21:55

    Awww I'm sorry you're feeling like this. But I really think I understand a bit about how you're feeling. I get days, quite a lot at the moment, where I feel so alone, like I have nobody, and that none of my friends really like me even if they haven't even done anything differently! The days seem so long and hard and pointless, and I feel empty and numb, and I don't know why or what I feel like doing. Why is it worse at home? I'm here if you wanna talk xxx

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    1. Morrigan Dubh8 June 2012 at 00:08

      You're comment made me smile :) Thank you!
      I think it's because I'm away from my friends. Like I love my family and I can be crazy and whtever with them too, but I'm sorta like "Miss Smiley" or "The Happy One" when I'm with my friend, because I almost am. &, maybe, when I get home, I can't be happy ALL the time.. I don't know. I don't really understand it myself.
      thank you <3

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