I just feel empty. I felt fine earlier today, tired, but fine all the same. I don't know... It's shit. I feel lonely and unwanted. I miss my close friends... I want to tell them what's wrong with me, but how can I? I don't even know myself.
I want - I don't know what I want. Maybe to cry...? Shout? Scream?! Screaming sounds good right now, but the guests (we've a bed and breakfast) might think someones being murdered, or, plainly, has the volume up too loud.
I hate this empty feeling... I hate feeling unwanted and lonely... I have enough of it at school some days, because of dickheads and bitches and the like. It's worse at home though...
I just wish I was with my friends... I want to be away from here... I want to be wanted by someone and not doubt things about whether they really do. I don't want to feel like I could be a problem or that I'm annoying them when I'm around or if I say something... But I feel that now and when I'm with the ones I love...
Ugh.. I hate all of this...
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Thursday, 7 June 2012
Tuesday, 5 June 2012
Hmm...
I feel strange.
It's weird. I feel neither happy nor sad. Sort of blank.
I could suddenly get annoyed one minute and literally burst into song the next! O.e Then I'll just feel sort of empty... Gosh, I'm such a freak! Haha :P
It's weird. I feel neither happy nor sad. Sort of blank.
I could suddenly get annoyed one minute and literally burst into song the next! O.e Then I'll just feel sort of empty... Gosh, I'm such a freak! Haha :P
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